Nedaa’s routine ...

Today is the first day of this semester. All my classes are started and just in one day all my professors teached too much or maybe I get older. Because the speed  of the teachers are so high for me and it is too hard to write all the notes and also understand them in the class (actually for math, I need to learn it from the teachers and It is not enough for me to read the book and understand it just from notes and books). Also the amount of materials are too much for me. One of the professor which I guess he has at leat 65 years old speaks so fast. His class is going to be so hard (even just to write every thing which he says).
Anyway from today I should start to be more organized and study as much as possible.For Each day I am going to write what will I do, even maybe I make a program for myself and write it here then each night how did I do.

I had applied for a scholarship. I had known that my GPA is not good and I do not have any paper or something like that to show them that I am a good student. Therefore I do not have so much chance to become accepted. Yesterday, I received a letter which told me they do not accept me for that scholarship. After I saw the letter, I became so sad and disappointed. As I said before, I did not become surprised but anyway that is a bad news for me. Today, I talked with my supervisor about my next semester courses after that I told her that I became reject for the scholarship, I guess when we were talking I was not in a good mood or somehow she understood my feeling, because she said to me:" That is not your fault, they just do not choose you. I will go to the chairman and complain for it. Because they have the right to choose student as they like then we can go and complain at least."